Archive for September, 2005

“There and back Again”

Monday, September 12th, 2005

  Apo nak dikato? :) Well, there and back again,i’d say, and now I’m just happy to revert back to my old self. All I care about now is to have endless fun with my ~cheeKye~ gang and to make a fresh start. Engineering has never been my first, second or even third choice of profession. But not receiving enough career guidance and advise (and perhaps lack of maturity too) has caused me to make an unwise decision thus suffer a great a deal of ‘headaches’ now that I’ve gone waay too far too turn back. If only someone had asked me what is it that I really like and would love to do, I would probably be somewhere in the UK :D completing a degree in Chemistry or even Photography. Hurr…still, I should be grateful to be a student in this good and recognised uni in Malaysia, beloved MMU. I guess I am luckier than those people who had never even received any proper education and who ,say, had to drop out of school at a young age to help ease the burden of their not-so-well-off parents. Yes…syukur Alhamdulillah…(I’ve read in a book of how Marie Curie, the renowned alchemist ranked only the 39th out of 45 of chemistry undergrads in her uni). Inspirational stories such as this really uplifts my spirit again.(Yeh,bravoo!!!)

Alas, I still need to make a decision, and quick. To be or not to be? :) This time, I shall go with what my heart tells me. Not what others expect of me. and hopefully, it will turn out great for me. Insya Allah…

      

:: Whatever Will Be Will Be ::

Monday, September 5th, 2005

  Que Sera Sera,

                Whatever Will Be, Will Be,

                          The Future’s not ours to see,

                                                           Que Sera Sera     :-)

^ Can’t wait to go thru’ life and see what Allah Swt has in store for my future ^

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Thursday, September 1st, 2005
Pain is what makes life worth living,Cuz from pain, you learn to heal yourself,and from pain,you shall find that peace really comes from Ilahi. There is no other, being worth loving,more than Allah Swt. Human love is fragile, and changes with time. But Allah is more Loving than any man,any woman,for He has always and will always Love me no matter what flaws I have or fouls that I have done.HIS Love is true, never changes,never fades,never cruel,never unfair.Always forgiving, always accepting.Always fair, and always there.Tears in my heart,He sees them,and never has He grown tired of me.And I don't ever need to feel afraid of losing His Love,because like Him, the Love he has for me is eternal.Subhanallah.Sucikan hatiku ya Allah.Sesuci kasihmu.

        ~Hope only comes from Ilahi~