::Connection…Pending?::
While in the shower yesterday evening, some thoughts suddenly started to run through my shampoo-ed head. I was thinking, how my life has become so far. How fragile my I-man has shown to be after one of the biggest blow in my life. Yet, I’ve started to come to terms with it. Interestingly enough, I feel as if ’someone’ has shone a light inside my heart. It feels like I’m being drawn closer to God. A sudden desire to get to know Him, and to be able to sense The Presence inside my heart, and growing.
But how do I recognize the level of my own faith? Iman is not just about realising in thought that Allah exist. It’s also not just an emotional realization of Allah, not just ‘feeling’ that Allah is around is enough to say that I’m a person with strong faith. But it’s more to a spiritual connection with Allah. I, for one, don’t really understand what this spiritual connection is all about. They’re actually a recollection of an article I have read some weeks ago. However, after more searching this is what i can come up with; I believe, spiritual connection with the Creator is actually in knowing and understanding that I am a ’servant’ to Allah. And to choose and become who I wish to be in God’s ‘eye’. A relationship of the creation and the Creator. So, I must Always look for ways to strengthen that ‘bond’…
(Ada pulak istilah baru, terjumpa dlm ‘Nur’, spiritual skrg spirituil pulak,hai..macam2…)
Wish to make my Creator happy. Suddenly I’m worried, how is MY spiritual link getting by?
And yours?
